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今天，上班的时候跟你排排坐了，第一次靠这么近。。。下班又是同一辆车，一起塞车，一起下车。。。

我又一次很冲动地跟了你60米。。。我又一次退却了

“能把你的电话给我吗？”  原来这句话这么难说出口，原来我真的很绝望...

AUG'S GONE AND SEP BEGINS

A new month, but nothing is new for me...

keeping throwing my CV here and there, desperate for some response, though none at this moment.

What I will be doing when OCT begins? Let's find it out.

I just irritated Mon again, typing some god damn stupid words...why?

I didn't see the girl today. Oh...Seemingly glimpsed her back in the bus passing by.  She really begins to take the other line....

Another now or never game. Shall I get it started?

见到了   真的见到了   早上和晚上都见到了   可是冲动不够用   我还是没敢跑上去要电话

那条路修好了  以后你就不会再坐那辆车了吧  以后你就不会再出现了吧  以后。。。

冲动真是不够用  下了车 我都跟了50米了   就剩最后说出口了   可是。。。

可是我好像还是没信心呐   信心都让狗吃了  艹

还会再有冲动的时候吗？还有机会冲动不？

明天再见到你敢不敢？

something might have happened to me, physically and mentally...

I feeling fxxking tired this days, ever since last Fri.

getting up with a tired body wanna do nothing / bad condition in the office / making mistakes one after the other

fuxk

and feeling extremely tired mentally, I find myself just can't stand this kind of atmosphere

错过即永远   有时候很想  想方设法去改变时间 地点等因素 却无法见到

有时候毫无准备 就出现了  然后  又消失了 就只能期待下一次突然。。。下一次 我还会让ta突然消失么？ question！

Aug.19 went to an activity for man, fantastic, fascinating, unforgettable......

It can be memorized as a kickoff activity for my self-reconstruction, the start of my reborn

She is actually the first one, it is an experience full of joy and 602

Aug.21

come on... let's start another week and go finding a new opportunity.

听说马上要搬了   纠结啊  崩溃啊

这样吧  如果在国庆之前你给我加CNY500工资  再给我1800补贴 我就敢跟你去

otherwise I'll have to pick my CV up and go for interviews again

bad interview skills is a big block I am getting over...

最近见的亲戚多了   被问关于女朋友issue的频率也就猛增了   被问起的时候  回答是ISO认证的标准答案：没有啊，真的没有，您给介绍个吧。我要求低  随便介绍个就行了

Somehow I know I have no expection or fancy for my marriage and the one to be my wife

Someone destroyed my confidence for love, women/girl, future and marriage some time ago

I just don't have any confidence, not at all

I have been seeking an incentive strong enough to sitimulate me to find another job, wondering what it will be....

it's for me...why? Coz we started in english. You used to be the only motivation for me to learn English...

Things in office are getting changed...

I need to be balanced and fight on~~~

"u know what monkeyQ means? not monkey queen but mon&qiao then monkey will be cute."

That's what MQ means...it's fuxking heart breaking

错过即永远 and that's all

another month is about to pass...I must say How time flies!!

Little seems to be changing... Place booking for next week, arrange daily pick up, deal with abnormal issues, fight against HW, pass the container infomation to the broker, submit the SI and apply payment, then place the next... That's my life and Job.

extremely dull, ah?!

My mind is getting unbalanced, I myself am not quite sure what's going on. But I do know, I hate certain things.

I have been a thoroughly stubborn person but with no much perseverance.

That should be my biggest problem.

which needs to be fixed in no time....

ummm... I haven't met u for days, actually for this week, why? Am I not popping out at the right time?

Wrote an apology letter to M, which was the longest I'd ever written.

Jul.24 is D's birthday, some 10 Fs celebrated it, dinnig together for BBQ.

I was suffering some soar throat, seldom I ate and drank

All my friends are having better life, job and future, for me which I shall their joy and meanwhile is full of pressure

What will be going on tomorrow, u again?

That Girl Again...Breathtaking, so deeply impressed

Awaiting u tomorrow morning.

I ran into that girl this morning.

She is gorgeous today, long horse tail, a little white vest, fuxcking sexy too

I kept dipping into her gaps woooooooo.....even glimpse her t

yeah  she will be the one inspire me to office!

1st graduation anniversary

today went back to SZU for some residence issue

it was kinda strange, unfamiliar and exciting. It is a place that can always inspire me, which makes me wanna be a SZUer once again

experienced the so-called CPC govern ment efficiency, thanks to the 116# girl who gave me a 126# label which made me finnally succeed in finishing the whole process in a single day. thank you.

I'll ask for your number if I could meet you again. I'll definitely fall in love with u. sweety.

Blue feelings is accumulating

I found myself totally fed up with the forwarder thing especially for HW